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My biggest question is will I hate life 2000 miles away from him more than I hate life now, and will I survive it.

Love is bullshit. I never want to fall in love ever again. Ever

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i hate that he comes to my mind at the randomest times for no apparent reason. 

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I’m extremely upset with him right now. 

and he’s not responding to me. 

I hate this. 

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I’m really upset with my best friend.

ok, confession time: I’ve been in love with my best friend for over a year now. he’s straight and has had a girlfriend for almost a year that he considered the only person he’s ever been in love with. well, they broke up recently and he’s been grieving a lot and tonight he told me that I’ve never felt pain anywhere close to what he’s feeling. 

it made me SO FUCKING MAD

HE DOESN’T KNOW WHAT IT’S LIKE TO BE IN LOVE WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND WHO WILL NEVER EVER EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR FEELINGS AS VALID. 

Like, yes I don’t know what it’s like to break up with someone after a committed relationship, but i love him so much. he’s the only person I could ever see myself spending the rest of my life with. He’s the one person that I would sacrifice my future to be with. 

I love him and care so much about what happens to him and it hurts me so much that he thinks his feelings are more tragic than mine. 

ugh

i get to see him tomorrow though and im gonna talk to him about it.